Its been a very long time coming... my first post! Similar to my best bestie, aka Panda Express, I am blogging about my life's adventures and what I find on my feathered path.
There has definitely been a shake up since Feb 22. Not only has the city been a shambles, so have the peeps. When faced with possible death its amazing what comes out of the spirit and what you learn about yourself.
A short while ago I read "Zero Limits" which is a book about Hawaiian spirituality of sorts. In the detailing of the book one of the core beliefs is that you are well and truly responsible for everything in your life, EVERYTHING!
One aspect of this responsibility is that when you want to heal a situation of every means, heal your self. Anyone with a brain can gather concepts around this and see what this means... so I thought.
I have been really conscious of what I have been eating of late. This is because, at this time of extreme anxiety, I have been wanting a little comfort...yum yum. I caught my self judging a family member on the portion of food the served themselves.
Now, when ever I do such a thing I think at the person "you are beautiful" and repeat this in my mind. I then realised "what, they don't have a problem, I do!" It is me who is judging, it is me who is concerned with my weight, it is me who is concerned with my portions and it is me who is feeling like I am not beautiful-why the hell am I saying it to them? I should be saying this to myself!
This is the true meaning of healing yourself by redirecting love into myself in this situation. It was amazing to realise the disassociation of myself thinking there was an external treatment...Ha Ha
Absolutely beautiful xx
